Life oh life…. are you passing me by?

I woke up with a panic attack this morning. Not sure if I had an overdose of my brain re-training or if my brain is just really messed up after my conversation with a good friend last night.

Seems I’m abit of a commitment phobe and have reached a point of resignation… for life, for anything really at this point of time. Sounds about right.

You know how people ask you what you would do if you had all the money in the world?

All I have in my head is a table outside a cafe with no name… White walls, cobblestone pavement and a feeling of the sea down the road…

 

Seems the fear of missing life is making me miss it right now…

I need to start committing to life I guess…. I need more faith…

 

Where is that cafe I wonder….